Not All Doctors are Heroes

Explicit:

“He will hurt you.” It was a statement of fact, not a slightly ambiguous association that I would later recognize as prophecy. Spirit was warning me out right and I was too naive and broken to understand. 20/20 hindsight is a bitch sometimes.

In this podcast I must warn you I will be using explicit and unsettling language to descibe the situation I was in. I want people to understand there is evil but it can’t touch you unless you let it.  Sometimes the lesson becomes more and more amplified until you are willing to accept it, learn and move on.

My lessson has been trust in a higher power that is Love and goodness and loving myself. I don’t know how I fell so far away from these essential elements but life is hard and as we continually get knocked down by the waves of lessons sometimes we allow ourselves to become defeated because in our misery we cling to the identity of suffering and being a victim.

I no longer identify with either. I remind myself that suffering, like everything in each moment, is a choice. We are created as love and light and we remain love and light. We are Godsparks and deserve to manifest loving and light filled realities for ourselves and others.

Knowing when to walk away from those who feed off your light because they have forgotten they can create their own is a huge lesson. I got trapped by my desire to help others for years. I was addicted to broken people telling me that having me in their life made them a better person. That external validation is fear based.

In order to truly F.L.Y. we must First.Love.Yourself. How else can we truly help others FLY if we don’t FLY already?